So.. I'm really not a blogger ._.
So excuse me for almost not writing..
I'm have a lot of problems both home and at school etc... //:
But i'm trying to fix'em.. Ôo
Whatever...

Blablabla, Mats in my class doesnt understand that it is a difference between street punk and rock ._.'
He told me to turn of the rock, or he'd tell the teacher..
Little #/¤%&¤" -.-
I dont complaine when he's playing Justin Timberlake, i just hope someone will cut off my ears, but nowone does ;'/ <'3
*Writing so that i have bloged* ^^

G-day.
-Ellie...

KFC, PETA ^_^

I'm an online activist for PETA, and i'm trying my best to help animals who is abused and so on,
Please watch this video's and later log on www.peta.org, www.peta2.com or www.Kentuckyfriedcruety.com and help out!!
Thank you...

...

Elo..
Dunno what to write really... O_o

Uhm.. Yeah, i talked to my little brother today,
I remember the days before he started in first grade,
I was so nervous if he would be bullied or anything,
So i promised myself and him that if anyone bullied him,
I would stop them, no matter what!
It's being about 3 years since that,
And i found out today that he got bullied anlot,
just didn't wanna tell me 'cause he knew i had anlot on my mind.
I didn't understand, was i to bissy to realize that he had problems?
Was i underestimating 3 graders?
Was they as childish and so as in kindergarden or was they more togheter and notised things like if you had the coolest clothes, was cool and pretty, or was they still like in kindergarden where nowone was ugly and wierd, nowone was alone and scared,
When life where good and you had now care exept from if you would get what you wanted for dinner today. I guess i knew that they where smarter and so now, but i didn't know that they where that cruel already.
About 20 years ago they wheren't as cruel, i think, or i don't really know, i wasn't born at that time, but i think they atleast wheren't that cruel before in 7. grade or so. But what do i know, i'm just a kid.

Butbut,
Bye.
- Elliethemurderess ^_^

Freedom ?

Hi..
Simply,
Freedom,

I heard a politic say "The people of Norway is free!"
Well,
I couldn't disagree more!
'Cause we ain't free!
Sure as hell not!
Because i think of freedom to be you,
Freedom to express how you feel without thinking of anyone else!
Freedom too dress the way you want,
To look the way you want,
To do whatever you want!
I'm not saying that i think everyone should
get to run over someone with out consecuenses,
Hell no!
But i mean the freedom to be your self without getting bullied,
Here, in Norway,
A person can not be dressed in black and have black hair without being called emo,
Ok, i won't start discusting the meaning behind the word "emo" yet (;
And a girl can't go in pink and have kind of to much make-up,
without hearing people whisper "God, she is such an snob!"
That's wrong!!
They should be able to dress the way they want,
now matter which style!!

well, wll, it's late here, so...
G-night^^
- Ellie the murderess.

Hahahah xD ><

Alo ^^
Well, i have done the guy's valentines cards,

If i remember corectly it has something about putting your toung in someone else's throught O_o
Yep, i'm so romantic [''x

Well,

I have to add a picture of one of my bezzies <>

I love her so! ^^

She has moved back to England so my happy valentines card-thingy won't get to England before after, so i have like a happy valentine-thingy here ^_^

Yeah... Uhm... I'm the blond one -__-"

Jade should have closed her mouth [x ><

But Jade, now you know that i remembered Valentines [: Even know you weren't here to help me remember

But i love you!! < 3

H A P P Y V A L E N T I N E S H U N S A N D D I C K S ^__^ <>

- EllieTheMurderess [x

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Ö

Well,
Uhm.. Hi [X

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck -.-'
I think i'm falling in love -.-'
Most people would think "Oh, thats great!"
But no! Falling in love is a stupid, stupid thing, it breaks hearts and create fake hope!
When i'm in love, i get stupid, i do things that i shouldn't! I do what he want's -.-' I loose my dignity! And i start loosing myself -.- That's just stupid!
Well, Valentines is comming up and i have to write letters to my bezzies -.-' Stupid tradision! ;_;
What is it with falling in love that makes us stupid?
It's just a silly thing! Is it just me that happends to or is that what happends to everyone?
Well, i'm bad at being in love -.-'
So now i think of him all the fu*king time! And that makes my blog to a nice blog -.-"
And that blows ;_;
I made this blog as a frustration blog, not a nice one!! -.-
Fuck that! ___
Love sux! ; / Expesially when i am in love ¨_¨
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Hahaha, I have seriously gotten problems!! XD

G-day...
- EllieTheMurderess...

Hi,

I have something to say!

Kids today are cruel! Really cruel!
So i know!
I can see it every day!
You see it in there eyes, the mirrors to the soul!
You can see pain, lafter, but mostly pain!
Bullying, that is an topic that most people try to not talk about, like it's not there!
But it is!
I see people with scars after bullying, not fysicly, but mentally!
Over the years that i have lived, i have learn to read between the lines, to see what hides behind the mask in an way, and it's terrible, every day, on the street i can see people with sadness in there eyes!
People die 'cause of bullying!
The comit suicide! The pore kids that has suffored so much mentally terror, that they can't take it anymore, they kill them self!
Think of that, they cut there wrists, which got to hurt!
But they see that as the last exit! They couse fysicle pain rather then mentally!
That's got to hurt!
Teachers today, mine teachers is going around saying things like: "Oh, my class don't bully each other! I can hardly remember the last time they did!"
But that aint true! It's just the teachers that is taken behind the light, so that they won't see!
Belive me, i know! I have gotten bullied before! An lot! And i just hoped the teachers would understand! But they didn't! And i had to much pride to go and tell them, so it kept on going! I lost an lot of friends, but hey! I don't get bullied anymore because i standet up for my self! I said anoff is anoff!! I started being myself! Saying what i wanted to say and do whatever I wanted!
Just stand up for your self!
And the next time you see someone getting bullied, go over and help them, cause the bullies ain't really that brave! They won't do anything if you are more then one!!

g-night, sleep tight! < 3
- EllieTheMurderess [:

Song, Say goodbye - Skillet [:

I'm hooked on the song 'Say goodbye' by skillet, so i'll just add the lyrics and a link, it's recommendet!

Link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HZ214mTfVzw

Lyrics:
Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight'
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye
Do you rememberIn December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

[Bridge:]
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

[Altro:]
Yesterday we were laughing
(if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking
(if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye


Love the lyrics! < 3
Really good graduation song actully ^^

....

Hello,
Well, Today, i went to school for the first time in about a week, cause i have being really ill, almost fainted when i walked Ö Well, i found out that we had 2 tests soon, one today and one tomorrow! Ö One in a religous curs, like.. we learn about religions and so, and we have an other test tomorrow in drama/Acting, its a quite easy one. We have a play that we have to preform -.-'
And my group is screwed O_x So optimistic xD
Well,
I have one thing to talk about, and that is anti-tokio hotel people,
Okai, i'm a huge fan, and i was actully quite nerves to say it 'cause in Norway, Someone say they "Elsker" Tom and Bill, and just forget Gustav and Georg ;'/ And some people think it's to much TH, but get it! People are afraid to speak up and say they like TH 'cause people might start bully them! I'm sick of that! It's people talking about standing and spit at the ones that are going to the consert (Which i am :D) and thats just wrong!
I will respect people that dont like TH, but spit on the fans?! I'm so sad about that! -__-"

Well, i have got an headac, so i'll take this subjekt up again later...
G-day,
- EllieTheMurderess [;

Blog nr.3 [:

Well, hello... ['x

Today, it's mothers day, so congrats mom <3 ^^
Ily! <3
Yep, i do love my mom! And i dare to idmitit!
And, it's not only mothersday, but it's also my grandpa's birthday, So happy birthday, ily so! < 3
Which means family-thing... ;/
Not really fun, cause i'm verry different from my family ; /
But i survived atleast!
So, to something else,
Today at the "party" i was on msn on my phone,
And i spoke to a girl i have from a internet place.
Her nick was a littlebit strange and i asked why, and she said a girl she had known since 1. grade had died this weekend, i felt so sorry for her and asked what had happend, the girl had gotten heartproblems, the last thing she said was: Daddy, i think i'm gone die now... That made me so sad, i got tears in my eyes and i dont even know her name Ö
But i wanted to mention her in this blog, and say that i hope she rest in peace and so on,
so this blog is dedicated for all the humans that died this weekend and there familys!
No matter what the have done, how they lived there life, if they where black or white, they meant just as much as anyone else!!
Rest in peace!!

But, that's what i had to say right now,
G-bye [:
- Ellie The Murderess ["x

Uhm...! Read, please!-__-"

Well,
I'm sorry, but the blog is where i get out my frustration, sorry about that!
Do not take any of this shit personal or seriously!
I'm just really frustrated sometimes!! (A)
Got to go...
- EllieTheMurderess...

Unwriten...

Hello,
Or what i should say,
I'm Elzi, or that is my nickname...
Cause my name is stupid, or all names is stupid!
I think we should couse our own names! We are the ones living with the name for the rest of our names, not our parents!
Im norweigan and young, really young, but it's just a number, not really importan!
I always hear that i seem much older, my opinions is like i was older, but i don't know ;/
I have to exuse my bad english, i am trying to get better, but... It's hard!
This is my blog,
Its simply just about whatever comes to my mind,
Things that enoys me, and so on!
I have one thing that enoys me so much!
That is the bad use of the word "Love"! In Norway we have 2 types of love, the one you have for your friends, then we say "Jeg er glad i deg!" And we have the one you have for your boyfriend, then we say " Jeg elsker deg!" you guys know the differens!
Yep, now in Norway an lot of wannabe's or what i should call'em says "Jeg elsker deg" To there best friends! So, the word Love isn't really as powerful or strong anymore! It's weaker, which means we're gone need a new word to say to our boy/girl friends! -__-"
I'm oldfashion, kill me then! -_-" On an norweigan site i had that stand, and i actully ended up with a lot of hate-mail because of that! It's unbeliveble, something is called freedom to say what you want, and i ended up with getting an lot of hate-mail and people in my class, who already hated me, ended up with hating me even more -__-" But, but, i'd rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who i am not!
Over to something else,
Girls/woman today have no dignity! They arn't prowd of being girls, which they should! Everyone is uniq, in there own way! It's a fact, boys think with there dicks, and girls is actully the stronger sex! But still, since we are fysicly not as strong as the man, we bend, for them! But no! I'm sick of seing girls and womens like that! I cant take it! I'm gone explode!
Stand up fore your self, be your self, and girl, don't ever bend for others!!

Well, it's late (In Norway, it's about 01.29 am [x )
G-night huns and dicks, sleep tight^_^